| Location | Milton Keynes |
| Age | 50 years |
| Date of Birth | 22/09/1957 |
| Date of Death | 19/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 2,480 since 31/12/2008 |
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I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ALONE AND IN NEED OF MY MUM TELLING ME 'I LOVE YOU'. SHE IS MY INSPIRATION AND I KNOW I HAVE TO CARRY ON IN HER NAME BUT I CANT HELP BUT FEEL CHEATED BY THE SYSTEM AND LIFE. SHE IS THE MOST LOVING MOTHER AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH CRAP SHE WAS THROWN AND HOW MUCH REJECTION SHE RECEIVED EVEN FROM HER OWN BLOOD, SHE LIVED FOR HER KIDS. WE LOVED HER BACK AND SHE KNEW IT BUT WE WISH WE HAD TOLD HER MORE, BUT HER LOVE WAS UNCONDITIONAL. SHE WOULD GO WITHOUT TO GIVE US WHAT WE WANTED, EVEN WITH HER GRANDCHILDREN SHE WAS TOTALLY UNCONDITIONAL. I NEED YOUR STRENGTH NOW MORE THAN EVER, I LOVE YOU XXX
2011 still aint the same
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY THINGS JUST DONT GET EASIER. I DIDNT GET TO POP OVER TO MAGDELEN ROAD THIS XMAS, IM SORRY MUM BUT I WILL IN JAN PROMISE. WE ARE ALL STILL LOST WITHOUT YOU AND SUSPECT WE ALWAYS WILL BE. THE KIDS MISS YOU TOO AND LOVED YOUR PRESENT WINK! SUMMER WILL BE CHUFFED WITH THAT. I SOMETIMES FELL YOU HERE AND IT DOES HELP THINKING YOU ARE, ATLEAST I HAVE OUR REUNION TO THINK OF AND WE WILL ALL BE TOGETHER AGAIN IN THE END. IT JUST SADDENS ME THAT YOU MIGHT BE MISSING OUT ON THE ONLY THING THAT WAS IMPORTANT TO YOU. THE GROWING UP OF YOUR KIDS AND YOUR GRANDKIDS, I WISH I KNEW YOU WERE ABLE WATCH THAT ATLEAST. 2012 WILL BE NO DIFFERENT BECAUSE YOU AINT HERE BUT I AM GONNA TRY TO PICK UP AND MAKE THE KIDS LIVES SEEMLESS AND ENJOYABLE THATS WHATS IMPORTANT NOW. GOOD NEWS BOUT THE WEIRD THING IN MY KIDNEY EH! DONT KNOW WHAT THAT WAS BUT GLAD ITS VANISHED! I LOVE YOU MUM AND ALWAYS WILL AND HOPE TO SPEAK TO YOU OR HEAR FROM YOU IN SOME WAY XXXXXX YOUR SON DEAN XXXX
magdalen road
I managed to get down there mum, put some nice plastic flowers down there, it looks a bit better now. Hope to get a stone memorial there this year I am certainly working on it. Still missing you incredibly, time is changin everyone and it seems like most people have resided to the fact that you were once here with us. I still want to believe you are always with us, I only wish I could tell. Kelly is still the same as the day you left, she is your clone. Vicky is trying to survive but struggling with the same crap you alway had to put up with. I only wish we could have you back to talk to and some of it would make it so easy to cope with. Part of me has died the day you left and I still feel it but hide it from most people, I nearly cracked at my gig on friday singing your song. I know we will be together again. I just hope our kids dont have to go through what we have gone through, loosing you so young and so indignified by thios state of ilrepute and morals and care. The greed in this world sickens me so much! You always said be skint and happy and never, I knew how powerful that was til all this happened. I LOVE YOU MUM, many rivers to cross!
STILL MISSING YOU
They say that there’s a reason.
They say that time will heal.
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel.
For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind our smiles.
No one knows how many times
we have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something,
so there won't be any doubt.
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back
when we were all together.
The family chain is broken now
but memories live forever.
GOD BLESS
XXX
STILL MISSING YOU
They say that there’s a reason.
They say that time will heal.
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel.
For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind our smiles.
No one knows how many times
we have broken down and cried.
We want to tell you something,
so there won't be any doubt.
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back
when we were all together.
The family chain is broken now
but memories live forever.
GOD BLESS
XXX
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM
ITS YOUR DAY MUM AND IT IS STILL VERY DIFFICULT TO COMPREHEND THAT YOU ARE NOT HERE TO ENJOY IT. MAGGIE HAS SENT SOME LOVELY GIFTS SHE IS GREAT. I HAVE A PRSENT FOR YOU, YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS, ONE OF THE MANY THINGS YOU WANETD TO DO! IM GETTIN THERE!! WE ARE ALL MEETING UP AT HOME TO CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY I HOPE YOU WILL BE THERE TOO. IT WAS HARD AT WILLEN YESTERDAY BUT I WANT TO DO IT FOR YOU AND A PART OF ME THINKS YOU MAY STILL BE THERE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND IT REALLY HURTS STILL BUT KNOWING I WILL SEE YOU AGAIN MAKES IT A LITTLE EASIER.
I LOVE YOU MUM DEAN KELLY VICKY SUMMER ALFIE BRANDON JON JON AND MILL'S! XXXXXXXXXX
two years!
It doesnt get easier and I know it never will. This is where I should get used to the fact that you are not here. YOUR NOT! I do not understand why, I wish I did. I dont want to burden you with suffering but we all need you here. The kids miss you, laddie misses you, you shouldnt be gone!!!!! I am off to willen to do my soul catching for you, I hope you find us there and come home. I feel like I am wishing my life away to be nearer to you while fighting for time for my kids!! It is so difficult and I wish I could just ask for your advice and a cuddle just once more!!!!!!! I am very sad today and miss you so much and love you more and more, abscence does make the heart grow fonder, but does it burst?!
see you soon mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxyour sonx
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Sorry I have taken so long!!
Ted has passed away and Rita is upset, she could really do with you now mum. I know you will be waiting for ted when he hets up there with a nice cuppa. We are putting our own feelings aside to go to teds funeral at the same place we had to loose you. Its gonna be real hard but Rita was strong for us and Ted is and always will be our grandad, we need to be there for both of them. I hope you get this I love you so much and miss you every sin gle day. Yours son Dean xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
I dont know if it was you!
I saw jean the other night and it felt like I was sat in a room woth you. Scientifically I cannot explain it but it made me feel a litlle better.
I will never get over losing you but I just have to deal with it. Whats comforting to know is that you will be waiting for me and I await that day. As impatient as I am I will do right by my kids and Kelly like you did us.
I hope it didnt cause you too much grief by talking to me and I really hope to talk to you again. I love you and miss you everyday, I love you mum
Dean xxxx
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